Hi,
Despite how pathetic I sound, I am a really strong woman. Basically its only been six days, and it hurts that he's chosen to write me out of his life. It sucks beacuse every other boy I've dated and broken up with wasn't a big deal. But I thought Vinnie was THE ONE. I couldn't tell you one thing I didn't like about him before recently, and we were bestfriends as well as in love.
I'm sure that with time it will get easier, and I'm sure that by the time I move to Boston I will be more used to the idea of not being with him. Yes it does suck because I am going to Tufts so far away from my family, but then I also thought i'd always have Vinnie. But.. it wasn't always that way. I applied to school.. 4 in Virginia and 1 in Massachusetts. Vinnie was going to move to VA with me if I got into a school here. William and Mary and Tufts were tied. I figured.. if I got into william and mary I'd go there because its a hell of alot cheaper.. well I didn't get into william and mary, or any of the other schools I applied to in virgina. Which is incredibly strange.. especially since I graduated college cum laude, with phenomenal experience and a great GPA. Before I was rejected from my other schools I interviewed at Tufts and FELL in love. Ironically Tufts is a waaaaay better school than the other three schools in VA I applied too, yet I didn't get into the other places.
I dunno I'm not really signish.. but I do believe that this happened for a reason. There is no reason that I was rejected from every other college I applied to. I had the grades, and I had the experience. So I feel like Tufts is where I have to go. After my interview actually I loved Tufts so much, the people, teachers, atmosphere, academics. I actually tried to convince myself not to like it because that was my REACH school. That was the only school I thought I'd have trouble getting into.
The world works in mysterious ways.. So I dunno if I can really turn my back on this phenomenal educational opportunity because a certain boy lives a few towns away. I don't think I would have gotten into tufts if it wasn't meant to be. (me going there)
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