You are a really amazing person, Kerrie, to go through what you have these last few months and still see the sunshine. I can only imagine how hard it is for you right now with the IVF AND depression. Wow. You must be very strong willed to manage it without meds. I would fall to pieces I think. I'll take your advice and think about the daycare some more. I know that ultimately, you are so right. I just have to be able to process it all. Part of the problem is my OCD coming in saying NO! Don't send him to daycare or he'll get sick from all the germs and viruses. It's not just the depression, it's the terror I deal with in trying to face a non-sterile world. Germs and viruses terrify me to the point where I can hardly leave the house. I hope that if I give it time to absorb, I'll be able to work it into my head, and into my life. Hugs to you. Love Han.
-------------------- Formerly HanSolo. IBS, OCD, Bipolar, PTSD times 3.
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