Well, I haven't posted on the topic in a while. Thought I'd ramble a bit. Nothing new really. I've been enjoying my break from meds and ttc. But now I'm getting antsy to get going again. But I have to wait almost 2 months I will be starting bc in a couple weeks. I guess that's one step towards the goal, although it seems backwards :P DH has his 2nd s/a next week. I'm hoping for at least a little improvement. On May 10 we have our full consult to find out all the details about the drugs, the procedures, and the dates. I'm anxious to at least know that.
So far we have told my sister and DH's parents. We are gradually telling our family. But there isn't a rush since nothing is happening right now. No sense making them worry so soon. But it sure felt good to finally tell my sister. It felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders.
I'm in the process of applying for jobs. I've realized that I want to do some type of administrative work. I did that in college and loved my job. I am VERY organized and love to plan things. I've sent 6 or 7 resumes/applications so far. We'll see what happens. It's exciting to think I could be done with my current job in a month or two!
In one month DH and I leave for Spain!! It will be a much needed vacation. We can get away from everything going on here and just relax. I'm super excited. But also super nervous about travelling. My bowels are still very unpredictable since surgery. Hopefully I can manage and not let my anxiety take over.
For right now I'm trying to figure out what my body is doing. I think my hormones are out of whack after being controlled by drugs and now being left on their own :P Hopefully once I start bc everything will settle down.
Anyway, just wanted to give an update. Things are going well, but I'm starting to get antsy. Hopefully work and vacation will keep me distracted.
-------------------- ~Mary
Had surgery for rectal prolapse in Sept. '06 and feeling good now! Loving life with our IVF miracle #1.