Thanks Steph.... I understand your angry...I am too...
Thanks for the offer of email and the phone #...that is so sweet...
Yes, Shane will be with me tonight and tomorrow... we are acctually going to my personal trainers housewarming Sat...that I have been in charge of the guest list and rsvp's etc.... I did not bring it up to her about it being held on the same day.... that way she is not worried about me and maybe just maybe I can get through it without "thinking" about it.... that would be nice... that is just from 7-10pm... but I'm so old now... my bedtime is 11pm... LOL