I suddenly feel overwhelmed and can't even describe it. It's like I have this dread feeling I wont' be coming back or something so I have to leave everything in perfect order. Which is morbidly INSANE!! It's a creepy procedure (vein embolization) but routine/harmless. Guess a Mommy is allowed to worry... sheesh... I'm usually a pretty level headed person, can't figure out what my deal is...the pain level is getting up there today which doesn't help. Plus I think it's the idea that I'll be so far away this time (6 or 7 hours)
I just put the kids down for rest, looked around at all that needs to be done, had a minor panic attack, and decided I'd better just veg out a few minutes. Got Jeremy Camp playing and came here to "connect" for a second or two with the outside world. Think I'll take a few minutes to read something encouraging and then get back to the grind... thanks for the prayers and kind thoughts/words. Means so much!
-------------------- Take care,
Michelle
...the greatest of these is LOVE. (I Cor 13)
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oh-kay ... had to take a break...ANXIETY!! whew!!!....
Think I'll take a few minutes to read something encouraging and then get back to the grind... thanks for the prayers and kind thoughts/words. Means so much!
