it might help to know, it is good and right and normal and dare I say "healthy" to feel that way. Don't deny your feelings or try to act "okay". You are taking all of this step by step by step. We're all here to listen.
I keep you lifted up in so much prayer! more ((((Hugs))))
-------------------- Take care,
Michelle
...the greatest of these is LOVE. (I Cor 13)