I did the exact same thing as you on Celexa! I thought I had enough to just wean myself off of it, so I decided I could go it alone and it went terribly! Here is a post I wrote then: Going Off Celexa
Anyway, the point is, I started to think that maybe I needed to be on them and I stuck it out.. although when I told my doctor what I did, she scolded me big time. I did start to feel way better, and I think that Celexa wasn't doing anything for me AT ALL. So as poorly as you are feeling now, it's probably because of the suddenly stopping and not because you would be feeling that bad otherwise.
I think that if you go to the doctor and explain that you tried to go off (maybe don't mention how fast you went off?) and you felt really awful and that you really feel you need to be on them? If one doctor says no, I'd try another. I think a lot of doctors are pretty willing to prescribe ADs to people who know they need them.
I hope the neighbour's have quieted down by now, and you aren't feeling as yucky. Maybe you can take a nice long bath.. eat some dark chocolate for those endorphins.
Feel free to vent on us any time, and let us know how you are feeling!
**big hugs** --Steph
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