just one more thing to add.... I am at work again today. I got through yesterday, but I had one little meltdown in the morning hours. When my belly starts the rumbles I get so incredibly nervous... SO I gave in and took half of a xanax and felt worlds better. today has been rough too. I am not sitting down for a half hour just to calm myself and breath. They are super supportive, but I hate saying the words "oh, I'm just not feeling great again.." I feel like this belly is defining me and it's driving me crazy. I know I can make it all through, but I am so sick of this stuff... I work Sunday as well, but Monday I have off--sort of. I have to take the GREs for grad school in the afternoon. blech. I need a vacation to a nice warm tropical place with no work and no bellyaches--anyone want to join me?:)
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