I know all of a sudden I'm posting a bunch of complaints, but I just need to get this out of my system here - I feel awful yet again and I'm so frustrated!
Its always a little different feeling so that i can obssess over whether or not its a stomach bug this time. My dinner is just sitting there, and my stomach is queasy. I've been eating fairly carefully but I think I need to do a total boring mushy diet for a day or two. Boring is better than nauseous! Also I'm a total space cadet after 2 nights of about 5 hours sleep - baby is teething! - and I think my new meds dosage - zoloft - is too much for me too. I can't help but sit here and imagine the possible awful night ahead of me, I wish I could be more positive - its a viscious cycle, feel sick freak out feel sick. I'm so good at it though! After all anti-depressants, anti-anxiety and 2 rounds of hypno cds I'm still a master anxiety-er. The funny thing is people always talk about how calm I am - little do they know! Okay thanks for listening as always. Dan
-------------------- Ladies & gentlemen take my advice, pull down your pants and slide on the ice.