Reged: 04/26/04
Posts: 1490
Loc: New York, New York
Oh Michele, I wish you didn't have to hurt so much. We're all so sad for you and Will and the babies. I really don't think you two should try to get through this all by yourselves. Is there someone you can talk to? A priest or something?
As much as I'm sad that you're in so much pain, I think it's really good that you are letting yourself feel everything, and you're explaining to yourself what hurts and why. The only way to get through pain is to just put your head down and barrel through it. There's no running away or ignoring it. I think you are handling this the best way anyone can, just by feeling and grieving.
I know that tomorrow is going to be really hard, but I think you'll be surprised at how much you and Jessica will be able to comfort each other. Her fiance was in so much pain, maybe your babies had to go and comfort him. We never really get answers to all of these questions. The best you can do is to try to lift each other up.
We're thinking of you and praying for you and Will so much Michele. Keep posting.