I'm so sorry that you're hurting so much. I do think that for whatever his reasons are though that the two of you are not close anymore and it is time to break up.
I'm so sorry to say that as it's the last thing you want to hear. But I have thought for some time now that you two should split up. I'm sorry Stephie.
Let him go. If he thinks you're more trouble than you're worth than HE's not worth it.
You will gte through this. And there's a terrific person out there for you. One that won't make you feel like a burden. Someone who will be strong enough to stand by you when you're down and out.
I'm so sorry. Just remember, you're not alone, you still have us all.