I usually try to stay away from commenting on people's relationships. It can be a slippery slope. What I will repeat is something that has been said other times on these boards in different situations. When someone is asking for advice they already usually know what they are going to do and are looking for some sort of vidication for their decision. Steph, I am sure you know deep down inside what is best for you. Having your first serious relationship not work out is not a fun thing. I can't sugar coat that. But you are young and have your whole life ahead of you. If things don't work out with Adrian, you WILL find someone else. I can't say you will find someone in a year or 5 years but you will find someone. It took me a LONG time find Tina but, eventually, I did. Hang in there, and feel free to vent as much as you want here.