3. Do you know anything about co-dependence? I smell someone, who like me, is addicted/attracted to abusers. Steph, he makes you feel like $h!t, or worse. I went through years of redundent relationships with Buttheads like Adrian, only much older and much wealthier. You have so much to offer as an individual. Do you know who you are yet? I haven't a clue re: who I am! You have so many places to see, experiences to be savoured. Can you grieve and let this one go? I know that there's something better, something more. Yes, your soul will bleed (mine did). Adrian is just a huge thorn in your side, but, heart. You do more crying than celebrating. I want to hear happy ecstatic news.
5. That's my piece/take on the situation. Be free. Let you find you. You're worth so much more & better and don't need any more baggage/crap.