haha...steph...you got bevrs all riled up!! i agree with bev though...it's hard to hold it down, and everything, but if he's like any of my ex's saying things to hurt you, and seeing you hurt about it....then if he comforts you for what he just did...its messed up. i hold alot in becaues of the people who have hurt me before...and that boils up and gets out of whack. but you don't need the pain that he causes. thats why i was leaving mike. we're working on it now...but we have so much to still work on.
i wish i could go hang out with you, becuase i know you need friends at a time like this....but know through the computer we are all here for you!