I'm so sorry you are hurting. Trust is such a precious and fragile thing.
Can you vent all this out to your doctor? I wish I could say something to make you feel better. I'm just so sorry your heart is breaking. It's such a big heart, too!
I hope you take care of yourself. Vent away to anyone or anywhere you feel safe.
How are you doing? Please check in if you can.
Love and big (((((((((HUGS))))))))) to you.
-------------------- ~ Beth
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