You have always been there for me.......and I want to be here for you now...
Is this an Aunt you love, feel close to...someone who has been good to you? If not PLEASE DO NOT GO
Only go if you are doing it for YOU and your relationship with your Aunt.
I am not speaking to my parents. My Rabbi and husband and therapist feel they hurt me too much at the moment. If you need to take care of you PLEASE DO SO! I love you and I don't like hearing how hurt you've been or that you will be going into a situation that will cause you pain *hugs* *hugs* Hugs*
Of course, you have to do what you feel you need to do...what is in your heart...and only you can know that! If you ARE going to go...I think you got super advice...bring your own food, eat in your room (if you can) stash water to take your meds in private...it WILL feel like prison!!! And I will pray for you! I hope you will be ok (I mean you're strong...but that doesn't mean you deserve torture or for your strength to be tested!!!) and that you can end the trip early if you go...