Well, I went to the RE's office this morning. First, they had an awful time getting blood from my veins! I got poked FOUR times and one of them is very swellon and sore and another they blow out the vein so I have a huge bruise. Ugh.
Ok, that over, I go for the ultrasound. I have one, lousy egg follicle!  After all the hormones and crap I'm on, I can't believe my body can only manage to produce one egg, not on overly big one either, it was 18mm. There were a couple of smaller ones around 12mm but they won't be big enough to release or fertilize. I have to wait until my bloodwork comes in this afternoon to be sure my estrogen is high enough to support my one egg and if it is, Will has to give me an injection tonight to make it release.
I know it only takes one but the first two clomid cycles I did, I had THREE and didn't get pregnant. I had one BIG one last month at over 30mm and it seems to be going down hill. I'm glad I decided I wasn't doing iui this month because with one follicle, it would hardly be worth it!
If I don't get pregnant this cycle, I'm going to talk to the RE about other medications. I may end up going with more, stronger, injectables.
I called Will when I was done with my appt and he was like "so?" I guess I was just looking for some comfort from him but he is too busy with his work right now. I will be ovulating this weekend and he works ALL weekend so I'm concerned about that as well.
Then, driving to work, my check engine light came on. I stopped at the dealer and they hooked it up to a computer and it said something was wrong in my fuel system. The guy said it could be bad gas or that the gas cap wasn't on tight enough but they were to busy to really look at it. He reset it so my light isn't on and told me if it comes on again, that I'll need a full diagnostic on it. Great.
I didn't sleep last night very well and I'm just really feeling down today. My weight is up and I can't exercise because of my hips. I've been having "bad hair days" for about a month now, not sure what to do with it! I guess I'm just feeling sad and lonely too. I think I'm just having a pitty party for myself today but any love would be appriciated! Its almost 10, the boss will be in any minute and he is here ALL day, ugh! Thanks goodness its Friday at least!
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