Good to hear from you Alicia. I hope you are feeling much better on your new meds.
Guilt is a killer. Why don't you try considering this situation...what if it were DH or one of your children who was dealing with all this. I'm sure you wouldn't feel any differently...or fell any less fortunate for having them in your lives. You are a blessing to them, as they are to you. Try to have the same compassion for yourself, as you would for any of the loved ones that may have found themselves in the same situation.
lots of love
-------------------- ~ Beth
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