Some daze feel like the "Crying Game" in the "laughing room!"
May I inquire re: what you take this drug for?
You're really caught between a hard place, an even harder place and a rock. The "poisons" we take to keep us "NORMAL" or well, "socially acceptable" enough! The taxes our bodies pay! Okay, enough ranting. Hugs. Support. Strength. It's a tough call, but I'd quit the drug.