Irritable Bowel Syndrome Message Boards | Sheri is single, again...

... like I should be. (i know, i know, I shouldn't have mixed third and first person in the same sentence

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Things just weren't working out with Roman, even though he is a great guy, and an even more awesome boyfriend. He got way too serious too quickly, I only agreed to be together cause I thought he wanted the same kinda of relationship that I did, a casual carefree one. I also feel like he loves me alot more than I love him, and that is not fair. He deserves someone that will give back to him everything that he gives out. We actually parted on semi good terms. I am alittle upset, but he was causing too much drama regularly about stupid stuff, and it is kind of a relief that it is over. And I have awesome friends that care about me right now and are working through it with me. We weren't even together for three months, and he was already talking 'forever' talk, I just aren't ready for that kind of commit at this stage of my life, with someone I barely know.
I also think that we are at two different maturity levels, and that he just can't 'get me' on a mental level. Not to sound like a jerk, but I think I am alot more complex than he believes, and he passes by some of the good 'quirks'
about me that someone that was really right for me would love and adore. I know it is not in my head, cause my friends notice too. We also have this issue (beware, it gets long, I am in vent mode now)...
I broke up with him two weeks ago, but took him back the next day. The night we broke up he was out drinking ALOT (kinda uncharacteristic of him) cause we got in a stupid little fight on the phone earlier. Then when I stopped anwering my cell phone for his zillion calls he got upset. I finally answered and he yelled at me and I told him I needed to talk the next day when he was sober.. blah blah blah... well, he wanted me to say it then, so after all the badgering, I gave in and broke up with him on the phone ( he wanted me to, I thought it was tacky). Then he showed up at my friend's house DRUNK (yes, after driving there) crying and yelling. Told me he hated me... blah blah... then when I wouldn't let him leave drunk and driving, I was kneeling by his car, he was in the driver seat with the door open, and I stood up cause he screamed to leave, and he slammed the door shut and it hit my arm so hard I was bruised for over a week. I won't get into the rest of the story, there is so much to it, but it so long! And that incident lead to the big breakup last night, cause of something a friend's mom said... it si a really long, complicated story.
My friends roomate tells me that everytime I come over it is like watching the 'OC' in his living room. I wish not! Hopefully I have had my fair share for awhile... got to stay away from guys, that is what gets me in trouble the most

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-Sheri

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