Hi I am fairly new to this board but I read your post. I am 21 and I know how tough relationships can be. I dated the same guy through high school and he broke my heart and cheared on me right when I graduated. But when I got to college....I met Paul and he is wonderful and we have been together for almost four years! So I went through a rough time but now I am so happy. You will find your knight and shining armor when you least expect it! If you need to talk I am here!:)