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I ma going to lose my mind. I swear it I am! I am in so much pain. My Girlie area is no better and my hands and feet feel like I am stepping or grabing glass everytime I close them.

I am am crying and crying because I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS AGAIN!!! I was so gratefull when My DV (Dysesthetic Vulvodynia) went away after Kenna! I had my LIFE back. Now I am sitting here relizing I am going to lose all that I gained again. I can't walk for any length of time It hurts to sit sex is a nightmare. I can't do this again I just can't. My God what am I going to do. My IBS is on full attack mode because I am so upset. Everyone just seems to say well that is bummer. It isn't just a bummer it is a nightmare. I actullay woke up this moring thinking GOD that was horrable dream till I remmbered it wasn't. I just don't how handle this. I can't belive this is happing again. I never had the feet and hand thing before not his bad. I just want it to end. I know having a baby will help but we have been trying for 16 months with no luck.

I just can't get a grip here. I am taking my Ad's but I am still big depressed I want to just stay in bed with the covers over my head. I just don't even want to live if it is going to be like this agian. I would never do anythign because of Kenna but it is the way I feel.

I just feel so helpless and lost and devastated. I know that this is a support group for IBS But I am hoping I can count you all to help through this like you have helped through the IBS.
Sorry to lose it on here but it so hard.
Here is a link where you can read what DV is! web page

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