Yes, you hit everything on the nose! I hate being dishonest, and I feel alot better now. I thought I would be a mess today, but I am not . I think it is because I felt lonely with him anyways, or atleast lately. I am coming to terms with things today, and am feeling alot better. I think this was the right time and I am proud of myslef for doing what needed to be done, even though it was hard