...Wish you could sing. I have a singer with fibromyalgia in the community choir that I direct; I have been glad to make some provisions so that she can participate. Seems to me you might find such a group in your area with a director who has that much compassion and interest in making it so you could participate. Not holding myself up as some sort of paragon of compassion, just saying that the arts are for all of us, whatever-abled we are, and it's to be hoped that you could find such a group. I encourage you, if you feel up to it, to look for one.