Hi guys Just had to write down the kind of day ive had. Started out ok. Managed to leave the house! been a few weeks since ive happily got up and gone out of my own accord. Didnt last long though before all the popping and churning started and the anxiety returned. i hadnt eaten anything before i left so that my stomach had nothing to work on! dont know if that would make any differnce but i find it kinda logical! So i returned home and sat listening to my stomach for about an hour trying to distract myself with a DIY prog on the tv. Decided that maybe if i ate something plain and basic it might stop grumbling. Still no joy. Although up til this point iv havent used the toilet,so not all bad! Eventually managed to wind myself up into a full blown panic attack.. oh how wonderful that felt! my positive day was right down the drain! Overcame the panic eventually by being distracted by family members,but still had my constant companion-the gurgle. Dreading all day i was going to have D , i finally got the urge to go and was C!!? Was kinda reassured by that fact, and if i could spend my life C without it causing pain or an explosive day after a few days C i would be fine. Still with my gurgle its tea time and i was getting fed up by now so i decided to give my stomach a prod and a poke, and found that its all blocked air!? (i think) it was like i was popping bubbles and shifting the blocked air by pushing on it. and the noise stopped! Now im not sure if im right, but could i be suffering from all the gurling,churning popping because im starving myself as i eat the amount of a 2 year old each day.. and so my gut is full of air?? and all i need is some way to pass all this gas for a silent stomach?? Anyways i ate tea happily, and had my 2nd visit to the bathroom shortly after and C starting to be changed into the other...but im again full of popping and bubbling up. i think this is worse than C or D.. as its there all the time and im 24hr consoius of it. Well sorry to ramble, any ideas on anything ive mentioned will be so so helpful. X
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