Reged: 04/06/04
Posts: 442
Loc: Bay Area, California, USA
Hi amitchell! I get SO scared. For a while I avoided food all together because I was in so much pain and scared of it making it worse. It's hard to push memories of bad sensations and experiences behind you. I'm still scared even when I look at the safe recipes and food. I would say I'm paranoid, but it probably just takes time for that fear to be less intense - maybe w/ some positive experiences. I hope it happens sooner than later for you I really feel for you! Good luck!
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