Oh, Ruchie, you poor thing!!!! This is SOOOOO not fair. Unbelievable. I can relate - I get every side effect listed too. My hubby jokes with me that I get them from reading the leaflet not taking the pill!!
Go back to square one. Break the cycle. Comfort your poor body and mind and spirit. Then start again. Just focus on today, one day at a time, and you'll make it.