Thanks everyone for your kinds words...it really means alot. I was able to calm down and have a fairly good night, and I quite enjoyed the Peppermint Fudge Cake so that was nice! I'm definately going to try and find another specialist, but there's a bit of a problem and I would appreciate anyone's advice. The problem is that I love my current doc, and this specialist and him are apparently friends which is why he referred me to him...so now I feel kinda uncomfortable going back to him and saying that I didn't like the other doctor...because I don't want to get his nose out of joint or I'll be without any doctor! Anyways, thanks again everyone, it's so nice to have a place where people understand what you're talking about and are so supportive... I'm going to settle in and have some nice tea and watch some Friends (got some of the DVD sets for my b-day). Thanks again! Kelly