You have every right to be frustrated -- frustrated and ANGRY. Every right. Go ahead, scream, yell -- we're all behind you, we're all screaming and yelling with you.
It sucks. You were dealt a raw deal. You don't deserve it. WE were dealt a raw deal -- none of us deserve it. Oftentimes I wonder, "why me? What did I do to piss Him off so?" But then I come on these boards and read everyone's story, and it calms me down a little. I realize that I'm NOT in this alone, there are so many others out there in the same boat with me. If I pissed HE off, then all these others pissed him off too. WE have this horrible thing we all share -- and knowing that absolutely makes it a lot more bearable for me. I never felt this way until I came on the boards, just two months ago.
So, Girlfriend, you go ahead and scream -- we're screaming with you. But also go into the recipe index and just read it. Print it out and peruse each item. I challenge you to not be able to find something that interests you. Go to that recipe, get the ingredients, and whip it up. Then savor it. I guarantee you, it will help you feel better. There's a lot in there that's absolutely delicious. It may not be raw broccoli dipped in onion dip with lots of dairy sour cream, and it may not be a fresh fruit salad of strawberries, pineapple and blueberries (ooooh), but you might find a yummy smoothie with those fruits pureed with some soy milk, banana and protein powder. Yum.
We're with you, Girl! Scream any time you want.
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