Thank you SO MUCH for your responses....you're WONDERFUL!
I moved this post here cause I thought the other post was maybe getting too long...I guess that was silly! I didn't realize it would be so confusing...
The doc. kept me on the meds I'm on...I guess it doesn't matter now that the damage has been done? I dunno...
I hope you had a FANTASTIC holiday! I'll def. keep you posted!