We MUST find you some No-Pudge girl! lol Check their website and see if you can find a place that sells it near you: Where to Buy No-Pudge. Don't worry - you can always order it on their website too.
And don't let those weirdo grocery stores try to fool you either! I didn't even know my grocery store sold it (I found it at a different little local store) until one day I was over by the milk and they had it on those shelves up over the refrigerated cases. Yah - that's the first place I'm going to look for a brownie mix! And, I checked later on over with the other brownie mixes, and it wasn't there. Don't let them fool you - fight for your brownies!