I live in Dayton. That's quite a drive from Cleveland. I appreciate all of your comments and ideas. I am feeling better now that it has been a few days. I just needed to break down and let it out.
I have been more consistant with what I have been taking and that seems to be helping. I'm still nervous about going out to dinner tonight but I know it's not the end of the world. I would like to look forward to it like I did oh so long ago! Maybe I will feel that way by the time we are on our way.
Anyway, I am thankful for this place and for the things that I have. I can only work harder to concentrate on the things around me to try and make my mind wander from what's going on inside me.