I'm new here. Thank you for recognizing the Lord Jesus Christ as our strength and our salvation. Before I became stable (it appears it was quick for me, by reading other's struggles. My heart and prayers go out for everyone still suffering.) I would ask Jesus to come back RIGHT NOW! I still do, of course, because of my blessed hope, but it's not because I just want the pain to end. Anyone who wants to talk about Jesus and the life He offers is free to ask questions. I know this isn't an evangelism forum, but I'd be happy to talk about the changes He's made in my life over the past 14+ years since I gave my life to Him. It's great to be here. It's such a blessing to have a place to go where other people understand just what you're going through. Blessings all around.