It'll be ok! I echo everyone else in that the colonoscopy can't be THAT bad. I never had one done, but anyone I know that has says that the prep is by far the worst part, the procedure itself is a piece of cake. That doctor did have some good points, but he had NO reason to be such a jerk. I really can't stand doctors. It makes you wonder how miserable they must all be, if they are such jerks all the time and obviouslyhate thier jobs. It's nice to hear that you were recomended a new doc, I wouldn't go back to that guy! It's a shame that doctors don't have to treat their patients like customers, because when it comes down to it, that's what we are! Good luck girlfriend- and i hope your procedure goes smoothly when you do have it done.