I know how down we can all get. I've had two spells in the last 10+ years that lasted for about a year of being sick EVERY DAY, Other than those I'd be sick a couple times a week (because I hadn't figured out what my trigger foods were yet) but I'm still here! And... now better than I've ever been before so don't give up!!!! Come here & vent when you are down because there are no better people in understanding. I've ruined many plans for my husband too but it just can't be helped.