I Cried Yet Again.....
05/26/03 05:36 PM
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Well today I cried for probaly the third time in my life. My dad was giving me the "You gotta start eating other foods" speech again and basically told me that if i dont gain some major weight, hes gonna be terribly dissapointed in me. All this pressure was just bottling inside me, but i was able to hold it back until my mom announced that she was making hot dogs and hamburgers for dinner. I told her that I didnt want to eat eathier and then she sided with my dad and goes "I dont know what you eat anymore, angela,your diet is SO limited" I then felt the tears coming and I just bolted for my room, locked the door and grabbed my bible. Luckily through faith I was able to calm down and find some comfort. Anyway, my mom came to ask me what i wanted for dinner and saw that i was upset. She then went upstairs and made me some fish. At dinner, i found the fish that she made was flooded with butter and garlic. I cringed and dug into my potato. My dad kept on insisting that i should put butter on it, but i refused. THe looks they gave me while i slowly ate were too frightening to explain. I felt like some freak on a side show while the audience stared and watched me chew. My mom then asked me if i was okay, and i told her that Ive been having daily D attacks since friday and now shes convinced i have crohns. I dunno... its a possibility, i just dont know. I sure I hope I find out whats going on with me once and for all!
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-Angela
Healed in Jesus' Name 
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