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Its 10.02 am and my appt is not until 5pm which is annoying cos it means I'll be starving by the time I get to the hospital, but I was very naughty last night, Ive lost a few pounds recently and am aiming to lose a stone by easter but cos I knew I couldnt eat today I had some choccy lastnight and a huge cheeseless pizza at around 1am with my flatmates!! Tummy is handling it surprisingly well considering! Technically I am telling myself that I am canceling out the calories by not being able to eat today so lets hope it hasnt spoiled my recent efforts!

So anyways....am gona stay on the comp getting on with uni work 2day to take my mind off it but I thought Id fill you in on some of my gossip from recent months....

Dont really know where to start but here goes....

So a lot of you probably remember my obsession with a twin last year....well we were meant to be living next door to him and his friends this year but it turned out that the group of friends kinda went their separate ways and he is now back home so he can be with his girlfriend and commuting to uni, he doesnt even really see his friends anymore

His friends say he is now leading a boring life and woulda been better off with me....I tell myself I am not jealous I am having a gr8 time this year!

Anyways it was weird at first thinking I wouldnt be seeing him around anymore but we have become closer to his friends this year and I found out a lot of stuff...like the fact that they all hate his girfriend cos she cheated on him last yr and that time when it looked like something might happen between me and him and he stayed over that time they were actually split up! Lotsa questions have been answered so I feel like I can finally close the lid on that one!

As for boys...well....after all that happened last year...I kinda had a bit of a mad summer....naughty nat as everyone calls me came out a few times post alcohol....I am usually the good one but I let my hair down big style on several occasions but I think I needed it! Then when I went to barcelona for new years eve we had french, spanish and italian men chasing us down the streets....it was quite scary actually...it was kind of our own fault but hey....I get a lot of new years kisses that night

My flatmate also chose to walk out to sea drunk at 3am which was not amusing at the time although the pictures r hilarious....it was a very dangerous situation to put herself in, she didnt go very far but she did fall under and people had to carry her out...I was VERY angry and embarassed at the time....I could hear all the spaniards thinking....bludy english tourists!

As for the boy situation....I do have more of them after me again this year...I kinda like one but he is only 18 and Ive just turned 21, if it was the other way around it wouldnt be as bad but he is way too immature, just very attractive

There is also the situation with a boy on my course, who admitted hes liked me since 1st year and on a drunken night out decided to tell me how amazing I was and all this stuff which was very embarrassin at the time cos I just dont know how to react....I only see him as a friend and I told him and since then is been a little awkward everytime we see each other at uni, I felt bad cos I think he thought I liked him like that too

Also....you know there are the other twins I liked too...well the one out of them...hmmm.....dont knoww what is going on there....my flatmates have several time when we've been out told him how much I like him....they say he always seems surprised....on my birthday night out they told him he was taking me home....and since then there has been a lot of flirty eye contact...we saw them out on sat night and we were dancing and having a laugh, I have bet my flatmate that next time we see them I will kiss him....just to get it out of my system...so I will report on that one next week...knowing me I will lose the bet, although Ive won quite a few recently!!

So....I am now 21....feels a bit scary...uni is strangely going good at the moment...Im starting to put in the hard work again when I need to...only 5 months till I graduate...things are gona get more and more stressful so I should be stopping any partying and boys and concentrating on my studies

Anyways....I must shut up....heres a few pics....with sinead and nelly on the dublin trip....I will post bday pics soon!

Heres me(left) sinead(cailin) and nelly having dinner at johnnie foxes...naughty natalies over indulgence in non safe treats meant I was sick all nite

Tasted gr8 tho

Me and nelly having dinner in temple bar

Me sinead nelly in glendalough

sinead and nelly stuffing their faces!

And finally...me and sinead in temple bar....aaahh this has made me sad....I miss dublin!

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Natalie

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