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Very sorry to hear you're feeling sad today, Michele!  You have every right to feel sad and just know that you are in everyone's thoughts.
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Just knowing that all of you care and understand really helps. WIll just doesn't really understand. He won't even be home tonight but I'm going to stop at the video store on my way home from my swim class and pick up some good chick flicks and maybe even some chocolate! I'm still trying to lose weight but I think a little chocolate tonight is deserved!
I'm trying to stay "even" at work. I feel very edgy and short and I'm really having to work at being nice to people. The Xanax has kicked in and helped a bit but also made me a little tired since I haven't taken any Xanax in a while my body isn't used to it. I just have to remember to take deep breaths and be patient. I know I will get through this day as I have many other hard days in my life. Lets just hope I can keep it together at work.
My boss came in a bit cranky this morning and I snapped at him. I apologized and told him why I was upset and he said he would "be good" today  . He really is good to work for but he has his moments, as we all do, and he is also a guy! No offense to the guys here but they just don't "get" certain things when it comes to a womens feelings!
Ok, I'm rambling now, sorry. Just trying to stay occupied. Thanks again for all the support!
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So sorry
#148953 - 02/11/05 09:54 AM
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This must be a hard day for you. I'm truly sorry for the pain you have gone through this past year.
Thankfuly you have a great Doc now that is going to figure out how to get you a baby!!
Big hugs. Go out after work and do something for yourself.
Take care girl!
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So sorry Michelle! Chick flicks sound like a good idea! I have been wanting to catch up on movies, but I do not know if I am ready for a sappy chick flick right now, sometimes they make me feel more lonely. If you know of any good ones be sure to post them! I rented Sharks Tale last night, but about half way through my friend from the army called and Ichatted with him instead of finishing it, after we hung up I lost interest, so I am just gonna return it. hard for me to get into those kiddie movies, I know alot of people like them though. I also liked seeing Angelina Jolie as a fish. 
have fun at swim class, and it is good to hear that even though you are sad that you are still carrying through with your life today, true sign of a strong woman!
((HUGS))
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Re: MEN!!
#148996 - 02/11/05 12:39 PM
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Wel,, I was doing ok until WIll called just to say "hi." He asked why I sounded sad and I told him our baby was due today and his response was "which one? I wish you wouldn't keep track of those things!"  The due date of your baby is not something you just forget!! I didn't say much to him, I just said I was busy and had to go.
Than, he called back an hour or so later to tell me he is going to be home tomight after all. I almost wish he wasn't, is that a terrible thing to say? I don't want to have to explain to him why I'm sad and have to worry about him being mad about it.
I think I have been doing very well despite everything that has happened lately and I think I have a right to be sad once in a while without have to have him make me feel bad or guilty about it!
I know he loves me, he just doesn't see these things the same way as I do. Aw well, I'm sure tomorrow will be a better day! Its been VERY slow at the office and the day is dragging. With the Xanax I took earlier, I can hardley stay awake! With the boss here, I have to at least attempt to look busy. He just took a patient back so I thought I'd sneak in some computer time real quick! I just can't wait for this day to be over.
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Michele!
#149004 - 02/11/05 12:51 PM
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I don't have any infinite words of wisdom for you... I just really want to tell you I'm sorry. Men can be so inconsiderate sometimes, even when they don't mean it. Big hugs honey! I hope your weekend goes better and I hope you and Will have a happy Valentine's day!
HUGS!!!
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If life hands you lemons, make lemonade!!
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Ok, I will channel happy thoughts to you!
As I said before, my mother had three miscarriages before she finally had me. Your time will come! 
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#149008 - 02/11/05 12:56 PM
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Thanks sweetie, I know WIll wasn't TRYING to be a jerk but he can be so insensative sometimes!! GRR
I think I remember you said you got AF just recently, are you guys going to try again this month? Will you use the opks? Its all you this month, so GOOD LUCK!!! 
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Hi Michelle,
Just wanted to write in quickly that I've been thinking about you today and praying that this time will not be so difficult for you - but it's completely understandable that you have these feelings! I do want to say that you inspire me sometimes when I've seen that you are going through so many very difficult things with trying to have a baby and with recovery from your foot injury and with dealing with all the tummy crap that plagues us all, and you still come to the boards, not only to update us on how you're doing, but also to contribute and encourage others who arn't having such a good day or having tummy troubles or whatever. Your consideration for others is a gift! I hope you feel better soon and have a nice weekend...hope Will has something extra special planned for Valentines!! Big, big hugs to you!
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and be here if you need me... email me and I'll get you my cell # if you want to talk..
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