Michele, I'm so sorry for all that you are going through. I can't even immagine all the pain you must be going through.
I'm hoping for some good luck and good Dr's to come your way! It will be a new year soon, and hopefully a new start for you! This hasn't been your year...at least the last half!
You desierve a much better year in 2005....LOTS of love and prayers coming your way!